For the first time since I started this, I think I will write weekly instead. Or perhaps on an irregular basis. Nothing about these times is normal. This normalcy of daily entries has been disrupted for a while. I might as well just let my writing slide.
My guild in SINoALICE looks like it is about to break up. People are trying out Genshin Impact and the game is a hit. I’m trying it and I think it is definitely a hit but I wasn’t sure of the endgame.
Work has been a series of “soldier on”. There are tasks to complete, a boss to contend with, and papers to be written but I still work at my own pace. I’m not even sure who is expecting what to happen but I “soldier on”. I am senior enough to be an independent worker. I am just kind of not having it, when it seems I have more work than my colleague. The sentiment is unfair to her, but my annoyance is directed at my boss. I realise that I never got over him telling me, “What do you expect me to do?” last year. I expect him to lead, to be reasonable, to guide and nurture. I expect him to realise the irony of him asking me to speed meetings up when he spends four-fifths of the time talking and going round in circles. Am I expected to rein him in? I expect him to realise the irony in saying that employees want inspirational leadership when that is nothing he is giving.
Work has been a series of “soldier on”, and weaving a larger carpet for all things undesirable.