Carelessly

So many things to get done: work, personal holiday to plan for, life in general. What be my priorities?

I made a mistake at work.

I used to be a bit more meticulous. I wonder whether that has given way to over-confidence. A document was sent erroneously. I used to be more inquisitive, to question something I felt wrong. I wonder whether I’ve lost that sense of wonder or has my intuition been not as good as before.

I shouldn’t feel like I’m plodding along at work, waiting for the reprieve of a long weekend. I should explore my options, look for better ground.

A man dying inside is of no good to anyone on the outside.